yesterday

Yesterday
The day before yesterday we were just just friend chilling having a good ol' time ...
You talk about your past,present and future , I talked about mines also
We were fine
Well I thought it was until yesterday happen ....
There was a shift in the air , our energy level grew, you change from the person I thought I knew ....
Yesterday in a instint you became more important to me
Your eyes spoke to me for the first time yesterday
I felt ya heart for the first time

Yesterday I held you in my arms it felt like you were mine and I was yours
Yesterday we exchanged gentle kiss
And the person who was my friend a day before became more ......she had my heart yesterday

emotions ran thru me yesterday
my cold heart melt into a fire yesterday

I felt love for the first time again yesterday

But the clock strike midnight and yesterday is no more .... It was just a disney moment
Yesterday is gone

Yesterday is now just a figment of my imagine
Because today you are great friend, a friend that I don't want to lose
Because of yesterday

patterns.......

Patterns
My life is one big pattern
The way I wake up is a pattern
The way I brush my teeth is a pattern

the way I shower , eat, drink, talk, walk , read , listen , breathe , and shit is a pattern

The style of clothe I like its even a pattern

the way I fall in love is even a pattern

are my pattern is what makes me normal?
If I break my patterns, am I consider crazy ..... What if I no longer what to follow my same routine, do I now become off track?

Patterns are simple
Pattern are weird to me

I can't see doing the same patterns all my life

Me I don't like patterns but patterns is definitely are not me

I love change , I love new feeling , new emotions, new movements , new shows , new gigs , new shows, new love, I love life pattern are part of life
But patterns is not my life.

Change is definitely a good thing

I just wanna .....

I thought that we were just friends
But at times I see us as lovers
I try not think about it
But I see us under the covers
You came and I saw
Those lips I adore
When you speak , I get weak I can't stand
This feeling is so overwelming,
my heart I wanna lay in your hand

I just wanna hold you and show you my world
I just wanna kiss you and call you my girl
You know I can't hide
This feelings inside
I just wanna .....
You got me speechless girl