Thursday, August 27, 2009

Thursday, August 20, 2009

consume me


More of you
less of me God,
this is my desire,
consume me O Lord,
till Ur glory is all they See
Where they don't even recognize me

i cant live without it !!


Music is my life

Friday, August 14, 2009

what was on my mind one sunday morning

We create our life
If you say you can't , then you wont
If you say I can , then you will
A person reality is their reality whether its a true or a lie ... Your reality is you truth

Something can be morally and ethically wrong ... But in your mind and in you reality you can say its right because your reality says so and vis a versa

What my point ? We live everyday a lie ,
Every moment with false hope of what is truth ... A fantasy world wishing, hope, dreaming that what believe is right ..... What if you wake up and everything that you. Thought was ok was actually wrong

Like finding out santa wasn't real
Your parents doesn't really have a happy. Marriage
Death is a part of life
There's are 3% of the population or the have and the rest or have not and your part of the have not
There's food everywhere but there are people that can't afford to eat
Love is a choice
Emotional pain hurt as much as physical pain

you can die from a broken heart
The love of your life really isn't the love of your life
When experience real stuff like this it really shakes your reality space

The bottom line is even though " you are what you think" nothing beats the "truth "

I Believe in the truth and the truth shall set u free

Friday, August 7, 2009

Crazy things that girls write to me #1

Received on 9/20/2008 1:28 PM

i had a dream about u last night. i saw u in train station. then it was night time and u was by king plaza. n kings plaza was on the left side of flatbush gong towards the belt parkway. i was walking. i was on the phone. or i pretended to be. and u was with a girl. i think it was fellow church member. u didnt kno whether u should say something to me or play as if u didnt know me. but u said hi. and u followed me. u followed me everywhere, with no spoken words u just followed me. and i looked at u. and looked for u girl and she disappeared. and the dream got blury and vanished out of my thoughts. hmm. strange.. isnt it.? well i think my message would be.. when u see me dont ignore me ok. say HIIIII. lol.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

yesterday

Yesterday
The day before yesterday we were just just friend chilling having a good ol' time ...
You talk about your past,present and future , I talked about mines also
We were fine
Well I thought it was until yesterday happen ....
There was a shift in the air , our energy level grew, you change from the person I thought I knew ....
Yesterday in a instint you became more important to me
Your eyes spoke to me for the first time yesterday
I felt ya heart for the first time

Yesterday I held you in my arms it felt like you were mine and I was yours
Yesterday we exchanged gentle kiss
And the person who was my friend a day before became more ......she had my heart yesterday

emotions ran thru me yesterday
my cold heart melt into a fire yesterday

I felt love for the first time again yesterday

But the clock strike midnight and yesterday is no more .... It was just a disney moment
Yesterday is gone

Yesterday is now just a figment of my imagine
Because today you are great friend, a friend that I don't want to lose
Because of yesterday

Saturday, May 2, 2009

patterns.......

Patterns
My life is one big pattern
The way I wake up is a pattern
The way I brush my teeth is a pattern

the way I shower , eat, drink, talk, walk , read , listen , breathe , and shit is a pattern

The style of clothe I like its even a pattern

the way I fall in love is even a pattern

are my pattern is what makes me normal?
If I break my patterns, am I consider crazy ..... What if I no longer what to follow my same routine, do I now become off track?

Patterns are simple
Pattern are weird to me

I can't see doing the same patterns all my life

Me I don't like patterns but patterns is definitely are not me

I love change , I love new feeling , new emotions, new movements , new shows , new gigs , new shows, new love, I love life pattern are part of life
But patterns is not my life.

Change is definitely a good thing

Friday, May 1, 2009

I just wanna .....

I thought that we were just friends
But at times I see us as lovers
I try not think about it
But I see us under the covers
You came and I saw
Those lips I adore
When you speak , I get weak I can't stand
This feeling is so overwelming,
my heart I wanna lay in your hand

I just wanna hold you and show you my world
I just wanna kiss you and call you my girl
You know I can't hide
This feelings inside
I just wanna .....
You got me speechless girl